Gothenburg.

So, 4 hours and 30 minutes til im waking up again. So fun!
Going to Gothenburg tomorrow for like 4 days, gonna be so nice, now sleep. Nighty.

School tired.

So, woke up at 9am and sat myself at the computer. Felt really bad the night before so i mailed our CEO at our agency and said that i was probably gonna work from home instead. Well, atleast i got up at 9 and talked some with our CEO. I told him like it was, i was sick but had my tasks so i could might aswell do them at home. Then i got a no. My working hours wouldnt be registrated then. Dont ask me why, i just think its the stupidest fucking thing to do. I mean sure we should work as a "real" agency now but why the hell should i go there just to get more people sick and get more sick aswell.

Im so fucking tired of this module already and i will try to resign from my agency to work for one of the other agencys in another group. Its not just that that kills me, but i think the CEO has some personal issue with me and just being a coward not saying it to me directly. Insteas he just lays this mean comments about stuff i do and bassicly just dont give a fuck about what i do. He hasnt even once come by to look what im doing. Well, if you read this please tell me whats wrong with me instead of just fuck me up. I feel freezed out, buhu for me.

I know i whine alot, but i guess this blog is my place where i can whine til i drop. Im seriously so tired of this town, the school, the people (just some ofc), the enviroment. I just wanna get home to Gothenburg, have the best summer ever and then fly to San Fransisco!

Sleeping time

Too late.

Its way too late and i really should have fallen asleep hours ago. Its just that i cant, i just fucking cant. Hate it when it is like that. Stress, fucked up things and more fucked up things. Got damn it, i hate this. Will try to sleep again. Peace~

4.04

Its late as fuck and i really need to sleep. Just want to tip about my new blog that me and Annika started some days ago. Its on Swedish and basicly just means "Panic Poetry". You are suppose to poet, rhyme, speak or atleast someting in the range of 10 minutes. Except you have to use 5 words that we are announcing new ones every day. Lend me a comment if you feel interested in joining.

www.panikpoesi.blogspot.com

Skateboarding, again.

Yeah, i was in Finland this weekend, it was really fun. Dont think im ever gonna go with that ship again though but we had really fun.

Today i was out skateboarding again. Been doing that for the latest three days, like 2-4 hours every day. Can say i love it. Took some photos today aswell, enjoy people. Comment, thats fun aswell.

By the way, made the best food ever today! Bought so many fresh stuff and made a nice piece of thaifood!

The Joke.

The VJ event was a joke, i felt fucking humiliated. They promised a big screen behind the band and a place where i could see my visuals. But hell no, i stood up for 1 hour and projected my stuff in a corner on a 70*100cm white painting. Took me an hour before i left, i think actually two or maybe three persons of maybe 200 saw my stuff and they probably didnt cared at all. I felt like a bad joke in a old sitcom. It was embarrissing for me.

By the way, i use VDMX when i VJ, its the sickest stuff on the street. Check it out! (Think it works on mac only though.)

Outside.

Right now im sitting on the balcony eating fresh pasta. Which by the way is like my fifth time this week eating it. So tired of it but only had that home. Im soon gonna go in, get changed and head away to the VJ stuff im gonna do. It sucks though that i dont really had so much time doing fresh stuff to the event so it will be alot of repetatons since The Mashup which was last week. Well well, been doing some photomontage today aswell, i think it looks pretty sweet. I'ts a quick layout proposal for the SVT vet game we gonna produce during this module. Time to go now. Peace~

Panic.

I dont know really, feels like everything is just spinning and im in the middle screaming. Sound so fucking emo but it sucks. Buhu for me... Thank god for tasty alcohol and music.

There comes a day in your life
When you want to kick back
Straw hat on the porch
When you old perhaps
Want to gather your thoughts
Have a cold one, Brag
To your grand kids on how life is golden
So I’ma light a cigar in the corridor of the crib
Pictures on the wall of all the things that I did
All the money and fame, 8 by 10’s
Of the whole rap pack inside of a big frame
Colliding with big names that could’ve made you career stop
All that, and your man is still here, and I’m still hot
Wow, I need a moment ya’ll, See I almost felt a tear drop

Nas - Can't Forget About You ft. Chrisette

Good Morning.

I promised you a picture and here it is. A room filled with joy, where no light can be seen nor birds can be heard.

The room of death.

It is confirmed, we are sitting in the most killing, booring concrete room in the school. And as i said yesterday the feeling when walking into it is like walking into a brick wall, haha. Its sick how serious people can be. I just wanna get the hell out of Karlskrona, have a super summer in Gothenburg and then start my new life in San Fransisco.

So, we pitched our crazy ideas to our client today, and he didnt liked it at all... Guess we are just to wild for SVT so we sat the rest of the day comming up with some new ideas. Also we found out that 500 hours is not gonna be enough for building this flash game. i know it sounds sick, but 500 hours is not so much when doing a though thru application. Anyway, time for me to sleep, pictures of the room of death comming up in the morning and im going to the doctor tomorrow aswell, hate having a cold for almost 1 and a half month... Peace

Hello.

New Module, New times.
A new module started yesterday and it started of pretty bad but we got a pretty nice brief so we gonna kill this module! This module is kinda different from the others. This module we are going to act like a real agency. We are 16 persons in each agency and there are 3 agencys in the class. We are supposed to work 1700hours/agency this module and earn around 1.000.000:- each company. And in our agencys we have 4 briefs so we have to divide us into 4 different groups and i got actually in the one i felt was the "best group" even though i really would have wanted to work with a photoportfolio but we got a brief from SVT instead.

Our brief is to make a game for the SVT program "Djursjukhuset". I know it sounds really cheesy but the targetaudience is like 15-25 years old and we are gonna make a sick RPG shooting kinda game. I just love making sick ideas, haha.

So today we started to work some more on our ideas and tomorrow we gonna pitch. Really hope he want to do some crazy stuff. So the agency works like this

1 CEO
2 PM's
and the rest of us is just co-workers.

The thing in the start everyone said that this module was all about having fun, but where we sit looks like a fucking cemetery and the feeling in the room feel kinda tense, haha. Feels like if you gonna make a laugh you gonna die, haha. Its really sick. Well, right now im in the bed watching the old classic "New Jack City"

Also got my contract, im so stoked now, its sick. SAN FRAN BABY!

Guess what.

So, was in gothenburg over the weekend. It was nice to just chill some. Met my friend Tatiana and that was way nice. Really nice to see her again. I can see that im transforming in something she always been, that feels fun, haha.

But the fucking train home, got damn it takes time. 4 hours on a really hot overcrowded cart. Learned some expressions though and that is always nice. The video down is made probably almost only in expressions. And for you guys who dont know what it is is that instead of animating your stuff by changing parameters and stuff, you write the animation in code. Can do pretty crazy stuff with it. Bought some clothes in gbg aswell, LRG sale and o was hooked. I love my new Lego t-shirt. So anyway, i had a pretty nice weekend and there is gonna be lots of links in this post, so enjoy the movies n the pics.

"Your girl want me cuz I do it better than you
The whole world wants me nigga, I'ma legend to you
Like LL, Rakim, Ice-T and them niggaz
Like Cube, Snoop and Dre, I'ma be seenin them figures
It don't matter, you don't have to be likin me man
Keep playin, you'll be layin there, right where you stand"
- Guru

Two days after the night before.

Ok, Valborg was crazy.