Panic.

I dont know really, feels like everything is just spinning and im in the middle screaming. Sound so fucking emo but it sucks. Buhu for me... Thank god for tasty alcohol and music.

There comes a day in your life
When you want to kick back
Straw hat on the porch
When you old perhaps
Want to gather your thoughts
Have a cold one, Brag
To your grand kids on how life is golden
So I’ma light a cigar in the corridor of the crib
Pictures on the wall of all the things that I did
All the money and fame, 8 by 10’s
Of the whole rap pack inside of a big frame
Colliding with big names that could’ve made you career stop
All that, and your man is still here, and I’m still hot
Wow, I need a moment ya’ll, See I almost felt a tear drop

Nas - Can't Forget About You ft. Chrisette

Good Morning.

I promised you a picture and here it is. A room filled with joy, where no light can be seen nor birds can be heard.

The room of death.

It is confirmed, we are sitting in the most killing, booring concrete room in the school. And as i said yesterday the feeling when walking into it is like walking into a brick wall, haha. Its sick how serious people can be. I just wanna get the hell out of Karlskrona, have a super summer in Gothenburg and then start my new life in San Fransisco.

So, we pitched our crazy ideas to our client today, and he didnt liked it at all... Guess we are just to wild for SVT so we sat the rest of the day comming up with some new ideas. Also we found out that 500 hours is not gonna be enough for building this flash game. i know it sounds sick, but 500 hours is not so much when doing a though thru application. Anyway, time for me to sleep, pictures of the room of death comming up in the morning and im going to the doctor tomorrow aswell, hate having a cold for almost 1 and a half month... Peace

Hello.

New Module, New times.
A new module started yesterday and it started of pretty bad but we got a pretty nice brief so we gonna kill this module! This module is kinda different from the others. This module we are going to act like a real agency. We are 16 persons in each agency and there are 3 agencys in the class. We are supposed to work 1700hours/agency this module and earn around 1.000.000:- each company. And in our agencys we have 4 briefs so we have to divide us into 4 different groups and i got actually in the one i felt was the "best group" even though i really would have wanted to work with a photoportfolio but we got a brief from SVT instead.

Our brief is to make a game for the SVT program "Djursjukhuset". I know it sounds really cheesy but the targetaudience is like 15-25 years old and we are gonna make a sick RPG shooting kinda game. I just love making sick ideas, haha.

So today we started to work some more on our ideas and tomorrow we gonna pitch. Really hope he want to do some crazy stuff. So the agency works like this

1 CEO
2 PM's
and the rest of us is just co-workers.

The thing in the start everyone said that this module was all about having fun, but where we sit looks like a fucking cemetery and the feeling in the room feel kinda tense, haha. Feels like if you gonna make a laugh you gonna die, haha. Its really sick. Well, right now im in the bed watching the old classic "New Jack City"

Also got my contract, im so stoked now, its sick. SAN FRAN BABY!

Guess what.

So, was in gothenburg over the weekend. It was nice to just chill some. Met my friend Tatiana and that was way nice. Really nice to see her again. I can see that im transforming in something she always been, that feels fun, haha.

But the fucking train home, got damn it takes time. 4 hours on a really hot overcrowded cart. Learned some expressions though and that is always nice. The video down is made probably almost only in expressions. And for you guys who dont know what it is is that instead of animating your stuff by changing parameters and stuff, you write the animation in code. Can do pretty crazy stuff with it. Bought some clothes in gbg aswell, LRG sale and o was hooked. I love my new Lego t-shirt. So anyway, i had a pretty nice weekend and there is gonna be lots of links in this post, so enjoy the movies n the pics.

"Your girl want me cuz I do it better than you
The whole world wants me nigga, I'ma legend to you
Like LL, Rakim, Ice-T and them niggaz
Like Cube, Snoop and Dre, I'ma be seenin them figures
It don't matter, you don't have to be likin me man
Keep playin, you'll be layin there, right where you stand"
- Guru

Two days after the night before.

Ok, Valborg was crazy.

VALBORG!

Just got home from crazy PARTYING! Time to sleep now, check yhis video out, its me first, ravin'! Puss

Barcelona.

24 April

08.59
We just came into the Malmö Aviation Golden Lounge. This is the place were all the rich bosses traveling back and forth to Stockholm sits. And my mom, haha. You get free WiFi that doesnt work and free soda/coffee. Its a nice bonus if you fly with malmö aviation alot i guess. They actually sell different kind of expensive shirts and other fancy stuff. Haha, living the life of a Volvo boss or something.

My skateboard was shipped as "special lugage" or however you spell it. Its like we are some kind of minority that has to ship our stuff "special". Haha, just kidding. No, but i think we gonna get going now, plane departs in like 90 mins and i gotta check if there is something fun you can buy here at Kastrup airport.

12.37
Ok, on the plane now. Think we got like 20 mins til we land. We had the luck to get some really happy people from skåne. Let me describe them... Think a male, maybe 45-57 years old. That kinda guy that likes to speak very high while he drinks tuborg import while he maybe watch a soccergame on TV. Im so prejudice now and i think these guys are really nice but i have a hard time with that personality.

That guy that took a quickcourse in "computer knowledge" and like to title himself as a "Computer engineer". The guy that always wanted to play golf and drive around in some fancy Saab, living little on the countryside with a beautiful wife and maybe one or two kid tops. But instead of that he ended up with a wife he found in Thailand, a house in some shitty neighbourhood in the dirty south here in sweden, a Volvo with the description "well, atleast they are safe..." But he damn know he wanted that Saab 9-3. And dont forget the neighbour that lives exactly the same that he always on saturdays use to get over and get drunk on beer and vodka with. My mind are just flying away here but atleast you maybe guess what kind of gang that are infront of me. 6 screaming "skåningar", a little fat and happy on life! Good for them.


25 April

19.56
Walk, walk, walk. Today we have walked... Alot. Started of the morning with some yogurt and strawberries. Maybe at like 10am, after that we looked out a little rout how we should do the day. See that church "Segrada de familia" and the wierd apartments "Pedreras". Before we did that we bassicly was in every big store on the whole La Rambla. To bad i couldnt find a single thing. Bought a "Original Fake" t-shirt yesterday though but i cant really find any nice store. Today i think it was just because we went into all the expensiver brands like Lacoste, Hugo Boss, Armani and all the brands you usually see on some nice guy at stureplan with backslicked hair and a "waving" right arm in the air. Maybe not the style im after.

When we came home i just changed clothes to get out skate some. With a pretty bad injured foot and a heavy cold i pushed myself to a place called "Parallels". A pretty famous spot which i always wanted to skate. And guess what? Some pros was there. Like P.Rod, Brandon Biebel, Lopez and Jereme Rogers. Kinda sick! Talked some with Brandon and he though i should follow then to the MACBA but i had to get home. So now i sit here, in my bed at my room ready to get out and eat some. Tomorrow is probably gonna be a all skating day. Lets hope so

00.18
Just came home from MACBA. Shit, its the sickest place ever. Its a big square, and i mean BIG. I was there from like 11.20pm til 00:05am. Got my mom sick worried i guess. Went out with the board at like 10:30pm said i was gonna be out for like 30 mins but i went to MACBA instead. Everyone i asked said it was 3 blocks away. So it ended up being more like 20 blocks instead of 3. Took some time, but it was worth it. Now its time to take a shower, watch a episode of skins and sleep so i manage to do another day here in Barcelona.